A few nights ago, I was drifting off to sleep. I was in the state between awakeness and sleep, Alpha brain wave state, if you will. I was downloading some message that was coming to me audibly and I was translating it in my mind. I suddenly became conscious that the massage I was hearing was very obviously in an alien language and I had been translating it subconsciously (which made it seem like it was my own thoughts). At this point of awareness, I became very afraid and creeped out. I had never had such a obviously physical experience in a long time. Because I reacted with such fear, I immediately forgot everything that was being downloaded and cut off the channel with this being. I turned on the light and called my boyfriend. Any time there would be a second of silence I would freak out and yell if he could hear me hahaha. The phone connection would break up every few minutes as well as strange interference in the phone connection. I was convinced that this was due to the being trying to spark a channel for communication again (I was so afraid it was hard to sense if I was just being crazy).
When I was younger, at the beginning of my spiritual exploration, I did a lot of witch craft and channeling of entities and I had a horrifying experience. At that point I never wanted to connect with other beings on such a physical level ever again and I resulted to reading very symbolic messages only. I wish I would have stayed calm and tried to feel the energy and listen to the message I was downloading, but I reacted with such intense fear that the only thing I could focus on was grounding myself as much as I could.