I am new here. I just listened to Gigi’s First Contact Meditation. I met a benevolent Draco and I feel a connection, maybe because they feel powerful and gentle.
My father was connected to the malevolent Draco. He sexually abused me through my childhood. I did not get my memories back until much later in life. The predominate memory/impression is that of icy cold, red burning eyes, and steely cold energy-I did not matter at all except as an experiment…..or something. I have had this confirmed by a very skilled channeller called Brad Johnson whom channells Adronis from Sirius. Anyway, I have done so much trauma release work and yet I still feel “mad and sad”, and not just about my story but our human story and all we have endured and what we have done and continue to do to one another. It is so very hard in the human body, and yet I feel fiercely protective too of us. I feel such huge pride for our courage to endure and sign up for this human experience.
I also have one hybrid child, probably more…..as I said I am new to the ET world and yet this also feels like the missing pieces finally falling into place. Inspite of my childhood trauma I have never forgotten the love and light, and held that knowing all through the abuse…..and I felt my dad’s innocence underneath the Draco possession- and his struggle and guilt and quest for power, and I also feel mad and sad/heartbroken really for all we endure…..
Thank you for this space to share.